Playing guitar while doing drugs. And reading.
I’m taking a page from Buddhists by purposefully refusing to fill up that yearning. Not like I could do it anyways, I have no friends and no money and barely any family or time.
Life is suffering
Drugs and woodworking.
In that order?
I like to switch up the order.
Are you Jesus?
Thats Mr. Of Nazareth to you.
Stick some potatoes in the ground and watch them turn into more potatoes
Circle of life
I try to make things when I feel a yearning or emptiness. Baking, painting, writing, anything that I can make with my hands.
And drugs of course.
MY HOMELAB KUBERNETES CLUSTER!!!
And sailing. And memes of course.
drugs
Some days all I do is watch the sky
Hiking, gardening, baking, painting, writing.
what kind of yearning are we talking about?
yearning for purpose? for love? for a certain lifestyle?
I play music. I sit silently and think. I read. I watch and listen to things.
I do things that make my soul whole. Like spend time with my kids and just absolutely fuck around on a computer terminal. The soul does not need money, nor power, nor standardized progress of any kind.
Bike rides, woodworking, video games, and cats.
I’ve found doing things for others really helps.
this
Alcohol, sex, shows (concerts), and video games I suppose.
