hi. its me. i took a long break. just take a look at @drbollocks@lemmy.blahaj.zone if you wanna see how shitty a person i was and how bad my mental health was. i said people hated me for my autism but maybe not everyone was against me, and maybe it wasn’t my autism. maybe we were all just shitty people.
hell, i posted my SUICIDE online with a voice recording. i acknowledge that i wasn’t right in the head, please forgive me for the things i’ve done.
people have called me a troll in the past, i can guarantee that i’m not, i was just a mentally sick teen.
but in case anyone was wondering what happened to me or if i was still alive, i am :)
does anyone remember me? i hope not lol…
For what it’s worth, not sure if I remember you, but I was never good at names, even fake internet names. I’ll take your word for it tbh, I don’t feel like digging through post history haha.
A mighty “hell yeah” for you being back and healthier though! I could just be projecting here but I imagine most people have regrets about their past behavior (believe me as a borderline I do), and if they don’t…well here’s your reminder that you’re no Jesus. So I hope you aren’t being too hard on yourself, because look, you’re here a better person than yesterday, and that’s pretty dope.