Ok, so, no, you are not Ok. Sorry about that, and hope you get the help you need! I’m never one to kick someone when they are down, so ill give you space, and maybe we can then have a conversation where you are able to keep the conversation on target without throwing non-sequiturs into the conversation!
Come back in 6 months, and we will do this again.
Forgot how evil that was. God, if i was 6 hours in, and they asked me a dollar to reload, i’d uninstall the game, and go play some minecraft or something.