I sometimes can read but normally it’s rather difficult for me unless required or sexual, psychopathic and or interesting in a hobby way.

Though I’ll see about it or find another way because I am actually study psychology, developmental and medical from Yale courses to help others. I just ain’t the best with myself. Maybe harder though I look to grow into the most knowledgeable and best version of myself I could. To be honest normally I don’t make such deep post in my personal way like this but I will say look back at some of my mental health post. You’ll see while yes I am crazy. I’ve learned it’s possible to cure psychopathy given a necessary catalyst and will from said individual. Same goes for some traits of BPD and Bipolar. Which as always I suggest working with a mental health professional if trying. As I asked my psychiatrist she said it’s unheard of but in our world not impossible just hasn’t happened.

I will say though I think our world needs to allow much more while making illegal certain things. It annoys me. To have the mindset to see everything but unable to do something yet. Why are governments so stupid…

Like psychopathic individuals who aren’t bad at a young age could be saved from the horrid development we have to now or some of us. By following guidelines of development and safety of life. Wouldn’t be perfect but yeah fuck man.

I’m not trolling at all and for what’s wrong with me got it mainly figured out or figuring it out.

I am. It’s nearly about to finish. Basically how it happens is growing the muscle and bone and having it pop out that area.

Such as my other hybrid beyond a wolf kemonomimi (mixed with my husky personality) though my demon/parrot hybrid. As I mentioned how my body grew. This was one sort of planned but happened soon we than I expected. My original height was only currently meant be around 6ft 5 but I’m 7ft 5 around there. A body properly and sufficient to utilize my wings with changes such as spinal cord changing, knees replacing and rebuilding, ribs extending and fusing, sternum and scapula rebuilding and muscles and new bones growing (wing structure non mature), a coat of lift on my wings, pathways allowing my arms to utilize my flight muscles have started working. Fast tracked evolution

Hmmm from that perspective is understandable but here’s my question why is it seen as a weird or bad thing let’s say if humans were to diverge. Since for me I actually am a kemonomimi. I can fully understand this will probably be seen as insane but I learned a way to harness and manipulate matter itself and utilizing The Law of conservation of mass and creating new additions onto my body and those of my lovers but mine took a more realistic approach and my body developed from 6ft to 7ft 5 with these proportions

Upper body: 49 inches

Lower body: 42 inches

Body width: 3 ft

Feet:8-9 inches

Feet width: 4-5 inches

Left arm 32 inches

Right arm 46 inches

These specifically are for one of my other hybrids but overall it was my final intended goal but not my first.

Can I ask the specific mental illness you mean? I am really curious why being a kemonomimi is a mental illness.

Though unless you mean everything in general because while yes this started with trauma doesn’t many things do. Such as where you live, sometimes what you eat, what people wear, religious and spiritual beliefs.

I know I have BPD and a plethora of other things but everything I’ve either seen a psychiatrist for and taking medication or worked through. Such as BPD I barely have any symptoms from it anymore. Such as trance states, extreme anxiety and emotional distress. Bipolar flow between 1-2 removing anger and irritation mainly and depression with medication. Learned to reverse my psychopathic facets. Just much more.

I’m 19 now btw but when that first started one was one year younger while two were a year or two older. Nothing crazy. Also for sure I did and still do. Though now the biggest age gap is 61.

Yeah that’s understandable that they were worried about that. Though they didn’t nearly gain enough information before assuming. Though yeah most definitely but there comes a time in someone’s life when they’re ready to heal. Honestly they didn’t distract myself from self work but gave me a reason to chase it. Since originally I didn’t care about where my life was going but for them I’ll do anything. That includes healing and working on myself.

Yeah back when that happened. It’s understandable they were iffy or even uncomfortable at first but my biggest point. They have the ability to openly communicate and learn.

Sadly i can’t. That’s the issue. Don’t have the money and insurance right now is out the window. In the future I look to get 275$ insurance best for therapy and psychiatry

Our relationship is based off hybrids genetically modified but I guess I have traits beyond them. Also For psychopathy that kind of transformed and I’ve self cured many symptoms.

(Which don’t repeat without guidance of medical professionals but in my case I didn’t have that money and no reason too)

Otherwise is there anything else. Since you realize thing of that nature can easily change the nature of someone’s life and until there’s change not possible.

Thank you so much for sharing everything you do and if you have more insight please share. The last message was a really healing message.

That’s really interesting that the uncanny valley would come from someone with ears and tail. Also there is no sexualization of animals at all. Instead there is different types of humans and humanoid beings similar to animals and such hybrids or kemonomimi are more human normally only ears, tails, teeth and traits. While like how we see furries today. A representation of a fully anthropomorphic beings similar to an animal but intelligent life.

So it depends on where one is on the scale. Also for sure. Though only thing you may not like within the end of last part. Is protection of property and that includes handlers. So deeply protective.

Please if you have anything to add I’d love to hear. I’m intrigued mainly about the uncanny valley.

Most definitely. I have very few memories of any of my childhood and early teens. I also grew up deeply psychopathically treated. Meeting nearly all the facets some sort of way. Now it’s even more confusing when I say or do things that are over board or like when I want to sniff my handler or lick them over their arm. Or bite them.

It’s gotten less weird but yeah 🙂‍↕️

That would make sense with some of the things said and done to me by my family for everything being exposed due to school… Though they got really defensive when I found my good handlers. It was saddening.

We must consider the benefits of AI as such and how they can contribute to our life. I can assure you prices of such while AI may seem like a game or useless thing for others. It’s actually a useful tool able to help others understand complex concepts that most people have a hard time explaining or won’t. Many more things too.

I appreciate your concern, but I’m confident in my perception and experiences. I understand that my situation might seem unusual, but my observations are consistent and real to me. If there’s a discrepancy in perception, it might be related to unique sensory or physiological aspects rather than hallucination. If needed, I can seek professional evaluation to ensure everything is aligned with my overall health.

And I have been.

Could you possibly explain how I’d be seeing that without seeing it. Without using things like psychosis and schizophrenia as that’s already been checked and disproven. Many times… 😂

Well that’s the issue I see colour on trees and stuff around but the sky is grey and clouds white.

I am doing a systemic experimentation since day one lol I’m between step 3&4&5

Then once they finish I can fully create step 6&7

But ykkk most ppl won’t even engage

An inherit bias because I can describe my own body? Otherwise I’m just going with whatever comes.

I mean you do realize the moon reflects some light? Though I’m not; I can see how that may break your idea of reality. Also there’s different light spectrums? You sure I’m not seeing a different spectrum.

Uhhhh science, any system of knowledge that is concerned with the physical world and its phenomena and that entails unbiased observations and systematic experimentation. In general, a science involves a pursuit of knowledge covering general truths or the operations of fundamental laws.

Yeah I was almost certain that wasn’t the definition but here!

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