I’ve decided not to try to live up to “my potential”, it was depressing and unrewarding when I tried.
Yeah, I made a bunch of money, felt really stressed, had very little time, and lost touch with my personality.
Then I spent a bunch of money on therapy and changing my whole life. Now I’m poor and stressed, but I’m spending more of my time how I want to and I feel much more myself.
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One of those was a lie all along.
Man, I fuckin wish I could get compensation for that…
You absolutely can. Lets bring this fuckfest down.
Fortunately, I was never told that.
They didn’t tell me how much energy it takes to put your mind to things. I can barely stay awake for a normal day length without putting in the effort.
My only remaining ambition after age 40 was to be a worthwile human being at the very least (because that bar is very low) and I can’t even do that.
Some people are born broken, not necessarily through any fault of their own. But maybe I don’t even clear that barrier and am simply useless to anyone. Oh well.
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No, it’s none of that. It’s that in my over four decades of life, I’ve never once lived up to my OWN potential, and despite trying my best, giving up, trying again, … countless times, I’ve still never managed to markedly improve my station in life, or my enjoyment of it.
I know I have everything I need to be capable, smart, confident person, but I’ve never BEEN any of those things, even fleetingly, so I can’t really even imagine how it would be like.
Pathethic, I know.
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What does worthwhile even mean? Have you ever had any sort of positive interaction? Who’s to say that small moment of enjoyment wasn’t worthwhile?
Go find a someone who’s asking for help and help them.
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When I was a kid, “class action” meant we were all being let out for recess
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