Them’s rookie numbers

Before 13 is very sketchy. Like fragments.

I don’t remember anything before 16 except a few flashes of things. It gets better from there.

I have this issue. I think my brain is protecting me though, so I don’t mind. It’s just incredible to be living a life where my accumulated trauma means I struggle to pay back the predatory student loans that I apparently signed up for that got me a degree I can’t use and barely remember studying for.

My 20’s and most of my 30’s are a blur.