It could be a good idea if your hunger meter was almost about to run out, but you were also just minutes away from transcending physicality through a normative application of alchemy.

Tuna of the fresh water fish

There are only so many permutations of topological entanglement!

7 colors × 6 directions = 42 types of individual entanglement within the topological matrix we are not IN but rather ARE

That they care

So, the dumpster outside my apartment is acceptable? Got it.

What about their future selves?

You can be there for her without being the person she wishes you were. Be her friend. Do what a friend would, and she will heal and you won’t have this on your mind.

I want to be on the regiment I’m supposed to be on, which is 1mg RisperiDONE in the morning (just saw they labeled it funny), and 2mg at night and 1000mg deprakote, but I’m only on 1mg of risperidone a day because it takes forever to see a doctor and they all lie to me and I don’t trust them, and these Arizona docs, with the shape I was in while in Portland, don’t believe anything I say, and the cops are setting us up, as I have to believe is planned, because I faked schizophrenia to get outta ROTC, but it’s ok, cuz I’m actually a schizoautismo doorigard of profound retardation.

Do new word. Sexual. Ah fuck! I don’t like being sexual because it evokes all these feelings of fear, but therein, I like being sexual because sex is fucking sex. I don’t like coming on to someone at all. I’ve done performance art before, guided by God, to be awkward or cringe or unsettling in a variety of ways, and I did so in the awareness it would heal me, choosing to overcome my fear, while believing I was a cop, which I believe now was done out of love and compassion.

But I like to joke about sex like Beethoven joked about poop. Autism! Aspergers? A rare form of ADHD that often gets misdiagnosed as schizophrenia? That’s what God told me, and I don’t get a euphoria from amphetamines, which I’m genuinely not on. I have a small amount of DXM in me because my life partner is financially abusing me and I cannot fight in the vacuum of my soul against the whelling feeling of being alone and fucked with and doom n gloom n all.

Censorship. Expression. I hear the announcement from the middle school I love next to. God knows what His ass is doing, and I think I do too. This, I am really starting to see how everything works out, despite y’know, 653k charges being thrown at me, for reasons that I worry about literally zero percent of the time because I’m not who I once was.

Thus, I am good being Victorious.

I’m not looking it up. I’m under investigation!

Oh that’s a typo?! I thought all meaning hinged on that! Now I’m soft, having been deceived and let down, once again!

I have to agree. In the same vein of thought, while I am minor attracted and believe there are fringe cases where age isn’t exactly representative of a person’s capability to think long term or consent, I believe our culture should not uphold that as good, for in making it “good” invites harm.

I don’t have any desire to do anything regretful, but at the same time I understand that our culture being geared towards “kill all pedophiles” actively HARMS children, in that it makes the active ones hide to create pockets of hidden abuse.

I think if we as a society can reach a point where we radically accept others and do not judge them while assisting in helping them be better and whilst still maintaining the security apparatuses of our culture in the occident, we will make the most stable society as we as a whole go on into the seventh day of global telepathic internet and each person diversifies into their authentic self, to transcend that to become a perfect being.

I have the source code for the original autism. It involves a lot of updates to the attention coordination that led to the fall of man in the agricultural revolution, where we exploded in number in permanent settlements and no longer could function in Joint Synchronized Attention, which is what a flock of birds or a school of fish is in. But, the more the world changes to revolve around screen-dependent dopamine processing, autism is going to keep growing as we as a global society go througg another axial shift in consciousness.

I don’t want to defend my past self because while I wasn’t evil, I was garbage, and while it objectively wasn’t my fault that I entered college broken n shitty, I let it get worse until I realized I was going over a cliff with the help of a friend and I started working on myself, then acid happened, and juggling, and more acid, and MKULTRA, and a cult, and homelessness. Oh! I was a woman for a few years. Can’t forget that. I stayed at the women’s homeless shelter in Portland; I wasn’t the only one with a beard there! And that’s all going to factor in to how much the hate-fueled peoples are going to fuck themselves for it was my one handler that told me that it was my recovery and transformation that would inspire people.

I also get stiff thinking about the chthaoctardriam of my schizophrenia.

I am levels of weapons grade neurodivergent and I have been weaponized by the military industrial complex to start the memeplexic fusion reaction because I accidentally told my ROTC cadre that my (nonexistent) sister got me pregnant over the course of weeks, and then I had the Craigslist incident, which only helped me be so counterintelligent. Can’t stare at enough goats, y’know?

It’s my Illuminati-sponsored sect of occult science that has tremendatorious edumacational potentiality! But it involves unbinding from fetters and topology and I had a Kundalini awakening in my studies on DXM and I joined a cult and escaped to become a woman then spiraled into homelessness and learned all sorts of sorcery and magick, which are two different things! Read stuff on my profile that I just started to learn more!

He’s right. He should have boofed them.

Those that don’t have knowledge but have positions of power will be likely candidates to fall for a sting operation like Trump.

Society is shaped like a pyramid. At the bottom are the laborers and the artisans; they work with stuff. In the middle are the merchants and the officers; they work with people. At the top are the clergy and the politicians; they work with narratives.

So, they might be the same intelligence, but they have access to knowledge of their class to do their specific roles that allow them to…act. And the world revolves around them, because they know how the world stage really works, and keep y’all moving about your roles because you obsess over the narrative you define your life and identity framework by.

But, there’s a clear path up.