• Angry_Autist (he/him)@lemmy.world
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    13 days ago

    I hate being within arms reach of people so fuck your subways and your neurotypical ease with dealing with ridiculously overstimulating stress-filled situations

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      12 days ago

      If you’re a regular subway rider or grew up riding one (such as my neurodivergent ass) you start to realize that you’re just a person in a sea of people on the train. The anonymizing actually helps with my anxiety.

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          12 days ago

          Easy, just don’t look like someone who wants to get stabbed again!

          I’m joking, obviously. I’m really sorry that happened to you.

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            12 days ago

            Appreciate it, thankfully it slid off my ribs and only needed stitches but that was nearly half a century ago and I still have to do a lot of mental prep work to sit down that close to strangers

            Also as for your ‘don’t look like a person who wants to get stabbed again’ line, I know you made it as a joke but statistically autists are targeted for violence by abusers and those abusers describe it all as visual cues that lead them to violence so maybe something to consider.

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        12 days ago

        My fear of being stabbed again isn’t 100% rational and won’t just go away because I cross an imaginary geographic line PEOPLE are insane, just the U.S. has a higher concentration

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      12 days ago

      I never thought I’d see this platform act like this towards someone with a disability, especially considering how many people here are likely on the spectrum.

      Honestly rotten behaviour.